12 oclock on the dot

i cant sleep. well i didint try but i dont feel like i can so my solution is binging on chocolate icing. YEAH! hmm so im sitting here and wondering what to write again. cause i always have something on my mind before i sit down but it seems to sorta fade away when i try to actually write. i wish i had sam's style with writting, she can just say all the shit that's on her mind and make it sound wonderfully poetical. the easiest adn probably only effective way for me to get across anything im thinking is in short direct kindergarten sentences. i walked the dog. i like chocolate. im sad. im happy etc. but there you have it thats me i guess. i've never been a pro communicator. i've realised lately that in most cases i'll avoid talking altogeither if at all possible. not with my friends really but wiht everyday things, i nod instead of saying yes and wave instead of saying hey or bye. i guess im jsut calmer when im quiet, either that or im jsut upset. I DUNNO. i've had enough of jabbering on about nothing. im gonna go lie down. BAHAH